Wednesday, February 07, 2007
Yesterday was rather funny. Gerald said something bad to YOGA master which is true and makes me and fiona laughing away like mad ass. While we were having lesson, I saw YOGA master digging his nose away and flicking the 'dirts'. I told gerald about it and I didnt know gerald was observing YOGA master for digging his nose all the while. Finally, gerald said something impolite to YOGA master which I think made YOGA master embarassment. Gerald told him, ' HEY *** ****, can you stop digging your nose? Do you know that it was so disgusting. I cant stand it anymore liao lars!' When I heard it, I was shock while I found it funny, so I told fiona about it and she was laughing away with me. Wahahas YOGA master is so suay, got caught red handed for digging his nose and flicking around his 'dirts'.
English lesson, Miss Toh didnt come, so I was taking pictures away with roy, nadia and my precious yiling.
Social studies was my favorite period, got back own social studies test result. Wahahas I got 11/12, damn happy. But I shall not be slacking but working harder as I want a full mark. All the best for my O level, my aim's 13 points.
Tuesday went for my X ray, result will be out soon within this week. Wore a kinda funny 'dress' which makes me look funny. God bless me.
Most of all, this saturday after flat day I should be going to library to study. Anyone interested??
Yesterday night chat with kenken on phone awhile, feel kinda much better. He had went though much tough situation, yet he was fine and well now, I believe I can forget everything and study well too.
Today I was feeling drowsy again and breathing difficulties again. Keep falling asleep as my head was spinning, but some teachers just thought I was too lazy to study. Cant teachers be more understandable?
Taken before X ray.
Roy & me.
Give me all your money now !!
Sorry, I'm wrong, didnt know that you are the holy mummies from egypt.
Rawrs !!
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Monday, February 05, 2007
My feelings seems to change.
It changed since the minute I was maligned.
Nostalgia yet indelible memories cause hatred.
I had kept my promise till today,
what about the person?
A pack of lies.
Dont forget,
the walls always have ears to listen to what you had said behind my back.
Now then I realised I was so stupid,
so idoitic,
but it was too late.
Soul was slashed,
heart was broke,
tears were shed,
I was maligned,
words are put into my mouth,
and promises are meant to be broken in the first place.
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Sunday, February 04, 2007
Let's begin with Friday. Friday after soon, I went straight to causeway point for working. I am there to relief every friday -.-.. The promoters there are really nice, however, I still cant get use to the environment. No 'lao zi nior', no jennifer, I feel kinda empty as I was very new there. 1 day of my work there, and I see 3 girls caught stealing and the police was called to arrest them. They were caught stealing a ZA 2 way foundation, silky girl perfume ( which is kinda cheap, if me, I would rather steal escada perfume as if was more worth it. ) and some others makeup. How I hope I can see how they were arrested (evil), but I didnt get to see it. After that I bought a revlon lip gloss which I long for. Is nude colour whichmakes my lips look natural and puffy. After work, I went home to rest and watch TV, then joanne called me. Went to K-box with joanne to sing song. I love the song 'ai wo de zi ge' and was trying hard to learn to sing by repeating the song, and joanne told me something funny. She says, 'Aiyo, you keep repeating, the SHE sing untill their mouth tired liao lars'. I was laughing like hell then. Went home after K-box and have a sleep.
On Saturday I woke up at about 12.45pm and realise that I was late for my X-ray !! Too bad, I have to wait till Tuesday to go for X-ray. Then went back to sleep again till 4 plus linda called me, and linda, me, karen and joanne went to giant for shopping. I bought the last pair of jeans for my chinese new year, and everything was done! Got a tapped( dont know how to spell ) jeans from IP zone. Wahahas I like it, I can wear it with a boxer which makes me look more 'yo yo yo'. After that went to eat long john silver, then went home for TV. At night, as usual went out. But not to DXO as my friends does not wanna go. Then went out with friends which I shall not mention their names due to what the person told me in the past, 'Not to mention his name anymore'. Erm all I can say is sorry, sorry to cause you guys so much trouble. More or less, I can see which kinda friend I should have and should not have.
Today I sleep till 6 plus pm then woke up, watch TV and eat. After that at 9pm, I proceed with homework, and now blogging. Later I am going to search on net for ettusais makeup work shop. Feel like learn more things, study more, and make myself more tired so that I wouldnt have the time to think of other things other than studies, career, family.
Mad !!
Joanne, please concentrate on singing.
She is disturbing me when I was singing.
Your mum singing your funeral song
She is taking self pic, spot me?
The girl who makes me laugh like hell when she told me SHE gonna sing till their mouth tired.
Caught her messaging boy.
Sing sing sing
The jeans which I bought.
The jean which I tried. Didnt like it.
This makes me look fat.
I like this pic.
Same goes to this !
My question to linda at giant, 'What will you think of when you see this?'
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Thursday, February 01, 2007
Just finished my homework. After tuesday I consulted a doctor for my infrequent fever, cough, ear block, headache, drowsy, difficulty in breathing, all this symptoms are gone by today. Now I only have difficulty in breathing, ear block and due to difficulty in breathing, the harder i breathe, the more painful my chest is. The whole problem worsened when I will suddenly wake up in the middle of the night trying to grap for breath. I would always feel drowsy and sleepy which cause me to sleep in class and difficulty to concentrate in class or doing test. Some say that maybe because I didnt have suffient sleep, but I had notice from last weekend till now, I has sleep more than enough. Yesterday i slept for a totally of 11+ hours including nap. So, I decided to went back to the doctor again today. actually today i need to go for blood test, but my fever is gone, so no more blood test for me. Yeah ! Dont need to go for injuction, however the doctor still cant find out the reason why I am having so many problems with my body and she suspect that I have asthema due to difficulty in breathing. She arranged for me to go for X-ray this saturday to check what was happening or growing in my body. Choy * Well, X-ray is bad for health as it will kill my cells and also a waste of money.
Okay, enough of this. Now let's talk about today. Went to school and was nearly late due to the late arrival of stupid bus 945. I realise that the frequency of 945 was damn slow which I think the council show improve in to cut down on the number of late comers. Had social studies test and the question was unexpected. Luckily, I knew how to do the question but was quick breathless when I was doing the paper due to poor time management, and at the conclusion part, I only remember to explain why senior citizens are assets to singapore and forgot to state my stand again !! Omg, Mdm Chan gonna minus my marks. Hahas I was so 'kia su' that I wrote 2 fullpage of answer for a 12 marks question only. -.-
Well, regarding the tag, more or less i can guess who is 'unknown'. People can be forgive when they know that they are wrong and turn back. But i am scare of many things now and dont wanna face them, so I choose to focus on my studies to get into marine engineering, I choose to study hard and play hard. Even people who did the wrong things can be forgive, thinking back of the past, even I didnt done anything wrong and kept quiet, I wasnt given a chance to explain myself and I was maligned. The main pit fall was malign, I will lost my hope in a person once the person malign me and for now, I was tired or even lazy or dont want to think back any further more. No one knows how hard has the impact cause on me.
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Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Hahas it has being age since i blogged. Hmm, let's start from last friday.
Last friday after school i went to work, and chiam li li came to find me. So good of him then after that he wait for me at lot 1 while I go home to bath and watch tv, then meet him at west mall for a movie. We watched altered, M18. Lols I lied to the ticket seller that I am 21 years old when I kept all my ic and ez-link card in my pocket and show her my triumph ez-link and lied to her I didnt bring my ic. The movie was not as disgusting as I expected, but 1 of the part was scary. When the movie shows a guy who was struggling to breath and he made the 'ka ka ka' sound, the theathe staff was standing behind me eating pop corn and making the 'ka ka ka' sound too which gave me a shock. The staff the laughed and walk way, so bad. I suddenly feel very cold and wanted to vomit, lucky chiam li li go and get a plastic bag for me before I vomit all over the cinema. After the movie, I was cold and having a headache + wanna vomit, so we went to 7-11 to get a bottle was water and panadol. Panadol seems to be useless as it only makes me feel drowsy. Cabbed home after eating panadol then went home and sleep.
Saturday actually planned to go for jogging with jasmine in the morning and do some self study in the afternoon, but when I wake up, I started vomitting, fever and headache again. Well, everything was ruined. As i promised huiyi that i will attend her birthday party, so I went to meet aloy, mengkian and sikai for huiyi birthday. We bought a present for her which was choose by sikai and mengkian while I stay at buger king to wait for them as I was not feeling well. Feel like vomitting, but cant vomit out, then aloy help me to buy a packet of milk which makes me feel better for awhile only. Went to huiyi house for her birthday, I rested awhile and feel much better. But at night time when I gone home, my fever was back again and my headache start again.
I spend the whole sunday resting at home like a pig as I was feeling very giddy.
Monday as usually I went to school, xiaoqing and jasper quarrelled. After school, went to work then rushed home for TV. While I was working, my head was spinning like hell, argh so uncomfortable.
Today morning woke up at about 4am as I started to have difficulty in breathing, but went back to sleep later and I was late for school. I imformed mum that I was sick and will be seeing doctor after school and also informed my compant that I cant work today due to fever. While going to school, carrying the heavy bag, my head was spinning again, but I bear with it. Told mr mustafa that I was sick and unable to run the field due to late coming and he let me rest aside. Cant concentrate much in class as I am having a serious headache, ear block, nose block, and my jaws are pain. Then heard jasper and xiaoqing quarrel again, wooah it sounds like english debat as both of them are very well-spoken. They were shotting each other untill xiaoqing started crying and eventually she cramp again and the boys help to carry her up. Poor xiaoqing, I heard from nadia that they quarrel till xiaoqing brother, zhengjie there and when benjamin and eddie heard about it, they were unhappy. So both of them waited outside the scool for jasper when school ended and jasper called his uncle to fetch him. After that went for math supplymentary and home sweet home. actually want to go and see doctor but my head was too pain so i went to sleep. At night went to see a doctor and she cant find the reason why I was having fever infrequently as in my fever comes in sudden everyday, headache, difficulty in breathing, jaws pain and ear block. She suspected that I am having problems with my body, so she told me if by thrusday I still didnt get well, I need to go for a blood test. Suay, waste money. -.-
Oh ya I remember what I do on last sunday, I went to kose centre for facial. I was wearing a facial gown which looks funny on me and it nearly drop. The facial was good, when the person put the mask for me, as told me not to open my mouth and eyes. But, i didnt close my mouth tight enough which caused some of the mask content to flow into my mouth. It taste like jelly, lols. I had a picture to share with you guys about the facial gown which looks funny.
Hahas the facial gown
Hahas need makeup pattern
Me and huiyi the birthday girl
bleahx..
Huiyi making wish
Angeline & me
New mascara for lashes, long?
Yuchan & me
Me, yuchan, xiaoqing & eileen
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Thursday, January 25, 2007
Wooah secondary 5 is really a busy year. I was so busy that I didnt even have the time to blog. Last saturday went to DXO again with selina, was damn squeezy inside untill I became 'roti prata' in DXO. This time round, DXO was boring like hell, music which I doesnt like was played, but those music which I like wasnt played. So selina and me went out of DXO awhile to take a walk. Went to the area which is near to the sea there and settle down with selina plus some chit chat session. After that we went back to DXO to dance awhile more, saw zhenhui and jasmin they all. Was simply too boring, so me and selina cabbed home.
I forgot what happened in Sunday. Lols..
Monday & Tuesday was the same, school, nap, homework, work and sleep.
Wednesday after school, went home to sleep. At about 6pm, met desmond & aurange for muay thai lesson. Hahas I go there sit and relax.
Today everything was normal, expect for the chinese supplymentary class which makes us stay till 4pm.
Well, our class nowdays have lots of unhappy matters and quarrels. Heard that there was a bully in my class who like to bully others, but didnt have the ability to save himself. Joining gang is not a big due at all man, it's common in singapore and I dont think the bully have any thing to show off about it.
Hmm, I had heard alot of things, didnt know people are telling me the truth? Or just lying to me trying to make me talk about something which I doesnt wanna talk about. I had being thinking for very long, since some people already say such nasty things to me, I shouldnt care or even listen to his things anymore. It's none of my business anymore. I enjoy my life now, having fun, study hard and go shopping when I am free, I loves my job too. Oh ya, I just bought a sweet japanese jacket yesterday online, and the web owner happens to live at my block upstairs. Things which she was selling online was cheap and nice.
The jacket which I bought !!
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Tuesday, January 16, 2007
This few days my life seems to be so peaceful and lonely. On Saturday afternoon, I went to library to study and do my homework and revision. After that I went to DXO with selina. While we were queueing up, there were 2 indian girl cut queue and cut right infront of me. Well, I spent about 20 minutus queueing then reached half of the queue, it's so unfair. So i purposely talk to selina in english, " Hey dont you think some people are so inconsiderate? They just love to cut queue and they thought they were so pretty swinging their hairs infront of me? Oh my god, their hair stinks, even more smelly than my house broom." Those two girls moved aside and stopped queueing infront of us, but they seems to be talking bad about us in their language. I went to sg whosgoing and happened to see their photo, so I shall share it with you guys.
They think they are so sexy -.-
Me & selina, take me till so ugly, sad , credit to sg whosgoing
After that Francis came to look for us, and we met chuanyi and his friends in DXO and started dancing. Was quite warm even there were air conditioner. After that Zhengjie came with both his friends and joined us. Danced, and went over to see selina's friends drinking waterfall. Wooah was very nice man, the bartender light up a glass of liqour and pour it down a pyramid bottle into another glass of liqour, and that guy need to drink up everything in time. The whole pyramid bottle was on fire, same goes to the liqour in the glass. After the party, lawrence called me and came to fetch me & selina home. Hahas free transport. While we were waiting for the car to reach, Zhengjie's friends made fun of me and called me 'Nan ren po' so I attacked him with my saliva, and it landed on someone else, lucky the person say never mind. When I was in the car, I keep making fun of him, saying him 'Happy donkey face'. Lawrence lost his way while driving, lucky he made it in the end.
Sunday maggie suddenly called me and ask me to go back to work as Sue was sicked again. So I went back, after work I went home and watch TV and sleep.
Monday was back to school, changed my bellystud and was much easier for me to exercise. Planned to go gym every weekend to train myself to be fitter and healthy and of course to burn my extra 4kg !! Study and study, finally this year I and more serious with my work, trying to be more gentle too. Gonna cut and rebond my hair when it get longer as I look rather different in short hair. I regret cutting my hair, I want my long hair back.
Today went to school, was late again. The back gate was always closed earlier than 7.24am when the actual time to close it is 7.25am. Argh pissed !! Tomorrow I will try to be faster. Mengkian pants 'picha' today, it was damn funny. I think he was playing some sort of funny games outside the classroom, and got his pants 'picha'. He covered his important part shyly and rushed to the toilet with his PE shorts, damn funny. I discovered that my atm was lost, so went to bank straight after school with yiling to POSB bank. I applied for a new atm card, but later changed into a POSB mastercard. As I was always too lazy to go atm to press out my money, and when there is change for the cab fare, I will spent the change. So, using a mastercard is more better as taxi accept mastercard.
I had being pondering many questions for this whole week. Well, things that are said cant be taken back as it was too late. Sorry no cure. A message can hurt a heart, but not heal a heart. Maybe my life now is better, concentrate on school works. I dont wanna think so much, everytime I see the message, my heart just stings. I never thought of hatred, and hope there wouldnt be misunderstanding, but i was disappointed.
Me and joy during new year eve count down.
Wendy birthday.
Me and selina ; DXO
same..
I am wearing desmond's cap.
After muay thai lesson. Aurange, me and desmond. I look so much uglier in short hair.
That me in the past, look very different?
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Monday, January 08, 2007
Saturday sleep till 4+pm then dressup and went to a friend birthday. Had fun at K box, and also met a new friend. She's my friend's friend, Ah clair. Sing and had fun till about 4+am then went home to sleep.
Sunday had being sleeping at home for the whole day, watch Tv, online. My mood was spoilt due to a message in Msn, shall not mention as that particular person told me not to mention his name as topic anymore, and i shall never !
( NO NAMES ARE MENTION HERE )
Just didnt expect someone whom I love and trust uses hurtful words to slash right through my heart. I know you are reading, so I shall say here. Whatever things you told me not to tell anyone, I really didnt tell. Trust me or not, it's up to you. I hate you for accusing me for things I didnt say at all, those hurtful words you say to me, distrust me, think that I am so petty to get unhappy just because you didnt come for my birthday, and even warned me not to test your patience. Fine, like what I say, I shall never ever mention your name anymore since you had enough of my nonsense. I has never fucking ever spread a single word out of what you mention in the message !! Your words stings.
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Thursday, January 04, 2007
On 28 dec went to club momo with selina and her friends. Was quite fun as i keep making people dance pole dance. Wasnt that happy when i saw my ex, zhenhui at momo. I act as if i didnt know this person before and walked away. After momo chat with ah chang & lionel they all then selina and me headed to drink. 3 and a half shots of barcadi almost make me drunk, but 1 submarine made selina drunk. Wahahas !! I am such a lousy drinker as i dont drink often because i dont want a big belly.
29 dec went to catch a movie 'Death note 2' with linda and karen. A nice show, doesnt like 'light', prefer 'L' as he was much funnier. After that went home.
On 31dec went to esplanade to countdown with linda, joy, hongfang and their friends. We meet at marina square's yuki yaki to have our dinner. I ate as much sushi as i can, because i dont wanna spend my money eating very few things only. After that we go for countdown, and there was this woman who is damn inconsiderate. As i was quite short, she rest her elbow on my shoulder while eating her chocolate chic when i dont even know her. When i look at her, then she put down her elbow. After the countdown, the whole place was damn squeezy. There was one guy who is so tall that his armpit area is at my nose level, when his rises his arm, i can smell everything. So i told my friend every loudly infront of that guy, i said ' Wa lau i so short, at here smell people armpit, wanna faint liao lars'. After that took some photo with joy, then we went to boat quay to slack awhile then home sweet home.
For jan1 and 2 i went to work, and my senior give me a shimmering body puff and a vivid purple mascara by KOSE. Enjoy my work and i decided to eat less so that i can slim down faster as i had added on 3kg during the holiday due to 'pizza everyday'. On jan 2 after work i went to meet joanne and a friend,My friend told me something as she dont want me to get hurt. Hais it's really hard to put down everything, i didnt know what is wrong and right, i didnt know how deeply i love him? Or just i was too stubborn?
First day of school on jan3, start studying. Ms Koh ask me about where i spend my money on, and i said shopping, clothes, furniture, cosmetic, skincare and i think giving parents money is a waste. Got i lecture from Ms Koh, and i think i deserve it, well i learnt to think. Indeed i am spending money like nobody business, and my mum really treat me very good since young, mum and dad spent so much money to bring me up, i should give them money and save my money up. Immediatly i help mum with a bit of housework. Take a nap, then woke up at night and went to bumble beez to count down for my birthday. Meijuan bought me a small cheesecake, then joanne and wendy each bought me a g-string. After that went to buy a bigger cake for celebration. Dance abit, when 12 striked, my friends help me to light up the candles and sang happy birthday song to me, those people in the club also join in the fun too. Received a lot of happy birthday sms, also his happy birthday message for me. Was sad that i didnt get to see him, all i want for birthday is just to see him, but he wouldnt be coming. I knew the real reason why he wouldnt be coming, but i just kept everything to myself. Then i requested for a song call 'if i cant have you'. My friend's friend bought me a cocktail as i cant drink alcohol. After enjoying then we went home and sleep as we will be schooling the next day. I bought back the cheesecake for my mum and dad, parental love is still the best. Anyway thanks joanne & wendy for the two G-string, I will not wear it, but I will keep it well. Loves you girls, muacks ! And also thanks ah joy, francis, wendy, joanne, meijuan, chuanyi for celebrating my birthday with me, but too back Mr bamboo stick kenzo, yaoming and big butt alien jason didnt come. Well kenzo, dont need to say sorry, I had received alot of sorry in Msn by you but i didnt reply. Not because i am angry, but because everytime you talk to me in Msn, I am having my nap.
This morning woke up, mum gave me a hongbao for my birthday. I kept the hongbao as i dont bear to spend it and i must save money !! I will keep all my birthday presents and wouldnt be using them as it was part of the memories. Went to school, jianming told Ms siew today was my birthday, and my class sang birthday song to me. They sang 'Happy birthday to LEE XIAO LONG' as my present hairstyle look like bruce lee hairstyle. That's how sweet my class can be, and i was touched, really. Ms siew also told Mdm Chan today was my birthday and she told me Happy bithday, i was delighted. Concentrate on chemistry leson, and i found that chemistry was actually quite simply. Anyway happy birthday to myself, and thanks to my friends, teacher and classmates.
Due to photobucket was quite lag and down, so i will post up all the pictures when i can. =)
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Wednesday, December 27, 2006
Went suntec city & bugis shopping with stacey today, after that meet my bestie 7th milk meijuan, hweelay, and amanda for shopping at bugis. Bought a dress, top and a braces, gonna wear that braces for tomorrow clubbing at club momo. Went to teenage to eat, the fish & chips there taste good and cheap.
Just did a test on net to see which kinda tarot card am i?
Here's the result ;
You are The Devil
Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession
The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.
Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
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